I'm watching a really dumb movie, but the hope that it might get better keeps me from changing the channel...I should just change it. Damn the remote is on the table. I'm way too lazy to get up and get it. "New message from Billy!" just keeps flashing in the corner of my left eye. I'll answer the kid now...I guess. Just him talking about periods. It should gross me out. Maybe. Whatever I don't really care. I'm pretty chill I guess. I know all the passwords that you don't know. Huh? Mama? Hiiii? lol pretty funny...most of time. Cock Block King is the one with the questioning words. Whatadumbass. You don't even know I spy on you whenever I am bored. Muahahaha! My medz are starting to wear off. That's ok...now you may see the "real" me. If people are even real to begin with. people are dumb...boo long car rides after walking 4 and a half hours. When I look like I'm sleeping in the car that does not mean I want to start a conversation. SHUT UP! let me sleep woman. why do people insist on calling during my naps? bitches...
moving on...
not that I'm really making sense or moving on from anything important. does that make sense? who cares. You whore, stop being there or here on the planet. every time you are mentioned I get suspicious. Should I talk to you? to see if you got in? Your friend says i should. My mom wants to know. damn she wants to know everything...yeah it get super annoying. the people in this moving have terrible English accents. I'm still too lazy to reach for the remote...it is NOT a clicker. No matter what you say. I call it what I want. Sunday is far away...at least the bitch has found a new guy to gab about, eat dinner with, and hopefully spend the night with. maybe she will stay farther away from other guys for a little while if she has her own? just a happy thought. I'm loud. I do not mean to be...sorry. You say it's ok...I like your loudness even though you don't like when I show you what it's like. excited for rollercoasters on wednesday. Hopefully my parents don't leave me lost in a theme park yet again. they are good parents. Sometimes dumb. Dad is uptight most of the time. Mom gets on my nerves. No one is ever good enough. Everyone else is on my side though. Even gommy and Dad. That means she is wrong. She doesn't know me like you do. That's why I'm closer to you. Food. I eat because I'm bored. I'm bored now. It is one of the few times I don't feel like eating. Weird...I always do. Is there something wrong? Random. I remember some of those words from the memory test...woman.mouse.matron.patron.desk.office. Maybe office is from the other test. I don't mind being a lab rat. UGH that one lasted 3 hours. That was the death of me. I'm still alive. What the hell dude! It flashes no more. I haven't delivered the important message of truth. Ah! I just don't want to hurt your feelings. I'll tell you some other time. It's 11:59 he says I should stop at 12:00. I guess I'll listen this time even though he owes me. ok. It's only because I like you a little. Ok a lot. AH!!! 12:00am What would I be like if I never took these medzz? Would I be like this all the time? SCARY
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